Imagine me without you

2007-12-09T04:20:00.000-08:00

argggg.. itchy hands! itchy fingers! -.- my itchy hands caused my baby panda 'ahjo'(lol!) gone a week ago and right now, my blogskin gone. ok nvm, i shall stick to this for the time being. heh! and i've 'stolen' DJ Tiesto tracks from my bro's pc. hiak! hah. woooo! feel the power! love their songs so much! right mabel? hah! whenever i listen to such tracks, i will definately think of u. lol! well, such genres of music gives me the drive to work. and i have probably only one or two close ones who enjoy such music! heh! lucky for me, i got a brother(yaoyao. lol!) who actually has a gd choice of music and a theif sister who love to go to his pc and steal it. hah! ok anyway, tmr is monday and i'm really nt looking forward to it. my years of experience in working, i never felt so....... clueless. the people there are really nice. really great and cool people there. maybe it is because this job actually relate much to my future, i feel kind of stress. sighs. i find myself really slow there. and the designs they adopt are like what we study in nafa. of cause designs are about being practical and logical, but for designation, they speak about the 'design concept'. which gives me a hard time thinking how i should really make it happen in reality. argh. and when i face curvy and organic designs, i nearly went bonkers thinking for the 'mood board' itself. why is it that i don't feel that stress in sch? =.= ok, maybe i just now to speak it out to my dear frens when i'm out with them.

well, xmas is coming! heh! yippe! and my nice boss has given us off on xmas eve, which is a thursday, and following day for xmas also will be a holiday. so that explains why i will be having 4 days off! and next thurs will be public holiday and new year day one the 31st,we will be having spring cleaning at the office(so cute right! lol!) and holiday again on the 1st of Jan! hah. sometimes i find myself blessed. i started attachment later than the others for a week, and adding on to the amount of holidays coming, i'm like really working for only a short 4 wks. hearing the kind of attachment Shuting and Meijie was given was really upset. long story about them, but i hope they are fine now. hope to see them really soon! heh. i miss all my dear frens out there.. :( heh can't wait to see them on Meijie's chalet on the 31st!

my new toy has been keeping me busy! heh. its a new camera which my bro has bought. yipee. no more 'drowned' 3.2 mega pix casio camera. lol! but i still love my previous digicam anyway. i feel like getting a lomo!

bye!

2007-11-29T07:09:00.000-08:00

apparently, my mind is still recalling the scene that occured on monday at sixplanes. i don't deny i feel rather upset. :< why? cause too much unlucky stuffs has been happening on me. sighs. and i hope ahpang is fine. well, i understand the reality world is not as wonderful as what we 'students' might think. The scene on monday was utterly ugly. and we(meijie & I) have to apologise our way out even though we are not at fault. i was swollowing my throat really hard saying 'im sorrrryyyyy'. i didn't want any unpleasant scene, and i know if i were to pick up a fuss, i gonna make nafa reputation really bad. i was really like a clown that day. so go on and laugh at me.

***warning, vurglarities ahead. lol. (not very my kind of posting, arh but who cares!)

so meijie and I reached sixplanes at 10am on monday at sixplanes. and we waited for ard 20mins before the director, the lady whom we were told to look for, RACHEL YEE. and the first thing she asked was 'what are u guys doing here? i wasn't told that both of u are gg to be here u know!?' so we were puzzled. i gave ron a few calls and finally got him thru. so he told me 'i send her the email she nv read?' so i told her my lect in charge actually emailed u. and she replied stuffs like 'i DIDN'T RECEIVE ANYTHING?!' like WOW, so who are we supposed to seek help for? both of them are blaming each another and we were like 2 fools sitting down there listening to her craps and questioning our abilities and intelligents. so she sat down and tell us stuffs like...............

DON'T U KNOW THAT U HAVE TO BRING UR PORTFOLIO FOR ATTACHMENT?
I ONLY WANT TO ARRANGE FOR AN INTERVIEW AND THEN I WILL "CONSIDER" IF I WANT U GUYS WHAT?

ok LANLAN we kept quiet lor. firstly, we were told that this was an attachment? nt ur bloody interview lor f-er. u urself stated that U DO NOT NEED AN INTERVIEW in the questions avaliable in the attachemnt forms. right now u are twisitng ur words. don't ask us stuffs like 'CAN U RENDER WORKS LIKE US?!' firstly, ur rendering is not very fantastic anyway? i think shangming or ray can do a million times better. ok? *stares at ur layer of ugly belly*

i just smile to her each time she splits her disgusting saliva onto my face. go ahead and say me. cause i don't give a damn to back there anyway. so what if u guys make some achievements for the past yrs. i don't need to live on u pple and im glad i don't have to see ur ugly face for 6wks. lastly,

FUCKU! (curse u sixplanes)and rachel yee auntie, believe in karma alright!

bye!

2007-11-28T21:46:00.000-08:00

i've been very busy with this man.
he is down with attack of fleas. :<

2007-11-27T04:22:00.001-08:00

January 01 - 09 ~ Ass
January 10 - 24 ~ Slug
January 25 - 31 ~ Cockroach
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February 01 - 05 ~ Parasite
February 06 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
February 15 - 21 ~ Skunk
February 22 - 28 ~ Snake
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March 01 - 12 ~ Ape
March 13 - 15 ~ Cockroach
March 16 - 23 ~ Slug
March 24 - 31 ~ Parasite
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April 01 - 03 ~ Ass
April 04 - 14 ~ Snake(ME!~~)
April 15 - 26 ~ Slug
April 27 - 30 ~ Skunk
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May 01 - 13 ~ Slug
May 14 - 21 ~ Bullfrog
May 22 - 31 ~ Cockroach
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June 01 - 03 ~ Slug
June 04 - 14 ~ Skunk
June 15 - 20 ~ Ass
June 21 - 24 ~ Ape
June 25 - 30 ~ Parasite
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July 01 - 09 ~ Slug
July 10 - 15 ~ Ass
July 16 - 26 ~ Bullfrog
July 27 - 31 ~ Parasite
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August 01 - 15 ~ Ape
August 16 - 25 ~ Slug
August 26 - 31 ~ Skunk
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September 01 - 14 ~ Bullfrog
September 15 - 27 ~ Parasite
September 28 - 30 ~ Ass
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October 01 - 15 ~ Ape
October 16 - 27 ~ Skunk
October 28 - 31 ~ Snake
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November 01 - 16 ~ Cockroach
November 17 - 30 ~ Parasite
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December 01 - 16 ~ Ass
December 17 - 25 ~ Ape
December 26 - 31 ~ Bullfrog

If you are an Ass: A very loyal and sweet person. Your loyalty can never be doubted. You are quite honest and sincere when it comes to your attitude towards working. You are a very simple person, indeed. Absolutely hassle free, humble and down-to-earth!! That explains the reason why your friends cling on to you! You have a good taste for clothes. If your wardrobe is not updated with what is trendy, you sure are depressed. Popular and easy-going. You have a little group of dignified friends, all of them being quality-personified.
If you are a Slug: Always up to some sort of a mischief! The mischievous gleam in your eyes is what makes you so cute and attractive to everyone. You are an extremely fun-to-be-with kind of person. No wonder people seek for your company and look forward to include you for all get-together's. However, you are sensitive which is a drawback. People need to select their words while talking to you. If someone tries to fiddle around and play with words while dealing with you, it is enough to invite your wrath.God bless the person then!
If you are a Cockroach: Quite contradictory to your name, you are a peace loving person. You best try to avoid a situation wherein you are required to fight. An outdoor person, you dislike sitting at one place for a long duration. You are a born leader, and have it in you how to tactfully derive work from people. You love being loved, and when you receive your share of limelight from someone, you are all theirs!!!! Well, well... hence some people could even take an advantage, flatter you to the maximum and get their work done. So be careful.....

If you are a Parasite: An extremely lovable, adorable person, sometimes shy, with a passion for quick wit. At times, you prefer quietness. You love exploring various things and going into depth of each thing. Under normal circumstances you're cool but when given a reason to, you are like a volcano waiting to erupt. You're a fashion bird. People look forward to you as an icon associated with fashion. Basically, you mingle along freely but don't like talking much to strangers. People feel very easy in your company. You observe care in choosing your friends.

If you are a Skunk: You are near to perfect and nice at heart. The examples of your kindness are always circulated in groups of people. You too, love peace. You wouldn't like to retaliate even to a person who is in the wrong. You are loved due to this. You do not wish to talk behind one's back. People love the way you always treat them. You can give, give and give love, and the best part is that you do not expect it back in return. You are generous enough. Seeing things in a practical light is what the best trait of you guys remains.

If you are a Bullfrog: You symbolize a very happy-go-lucky approach in life. Whatever the surroundings may be, grim or cheerful, you remain unaffected. In fact, you spread cheer wherever you go. You are the leader of your group of friends and good at consoling people in their times of need. You dislike hypocrisy and tend to shirk away from hypocrites. They can never be in your good books, no matter what. You are very methodical and organized in your work. No amount of mess, hence, can ever encompass you. Beware; it is easy for you to fall in love....

If you are a Snake: You are mysterious. You are someone who can handle pressure with ease, and can handle any atmosphere without going berserk. You can be mean at times, and love to gossip with your selected group. Very prim and proper. You like all situations and things to be in the way you desire, which, sometimes is not possible. As a result, you may lose out in some relationships. But otherwise, you love to help people out from difficult and tight spots when they really need you.

If you are an Ape: Very impatient and hyper. You want things to be done as quickly as possible. At heart, you are quite simple and love if you are the center of attraction. That way, you people are unique..You would like to keep yourself safe from all the angles. Shall your name be dragged or featured in any sort of a controversy, you then go all panicky. Therefore, you take your precautions from the very beginning. When you foresee anything wrong, your sixth sense is what saves you from falling in traps. Quite a money minded bunch you people are.

how true? :)

sixplane i will rmb u. =.=! everything is over and i gonna start on monday all over again! :)

2007-11-25T06:55:00.000-08:00

after a long walk at orchard with my sharon.. my feet hurts. lol! but im happy to see her after so long! =) heh. surprisingly we didn't step to kinokuniya this time round. lol! :|

got myself some stuff for my work tmr(like again. :s) got most of the stuff i fancy except the pull n bear top. :( i admit its not the kind of clothing i normally go for. hah.. but i really love it..(without knowing why). but i got to control my spendings every now and then. though i couldn't get it but i'll show it to u guys. lol! a turtle neck top, and i think i didn't wear it properly.. because i was afraid the queue outside would be longgg.

my face seems to be drunk? hah.. i suppose it was the lightings..

i can't believe im turning 21 next yr-.-!

my hair is growing long.. don't know if i should keep it long and so big wave curls for cut it short and neat. im sick and tired of my hair....... and i found a pic of my previous curled hair. hiak. taken in KL(i also don't know who took it for me.. lol!) i miss my curls... :S

ok byebye!

2007-11-24T02:51:00.000-08:00

8 days since my assessments ended. other than my incomplete work for technology(which i managed to get a even better grade then last term! lol) and my digital portfolio(which need to be further improved on.) i was pretty happy with my achievements. not because i score well or whatever, its because i really put in my 101% of effort in it. im most proud of my exhibition work because i though i would have submitted 0% of my work for samuel, my exhibition lecturer. so now, for this holiday, no more assessments! but i'm having attachment at six planes. yeah! i dun deny the pay is very little compared to modliving, but what matter most to me is i get to learn(:

some may advise me to find jobs myself outside, but i'm only having a short 6wks for this holiday. im afraid i couldn't find much jobs for this short period and most importantly, i wasn't exposed to any interior film. i won't be confident in doing freelance at all. i hope to learn as much as i can in six planes! i was pretty upset when i rejected ron's offer in Banyan Tree.. Banyan Tree was way too far for me :( so i gave it up and went for six planes(which i heard was equally good and reputable.) as far as u can see, those who got attachment for the previous holiday really improved tremendously.. and i really hope to be like them! :) heh ok shall blog more abt my attachment when i officially start work this coming monday! heh.

wednesday BBQ at angel hse was h-o-t. hah! i mean when i was trying to start the fire up with lingfeng and meijie, it was hot. lol. and i enjoy the most marinating the food. heh. other than my new pumps that was killing me, that night was fun=) weet. and im still waiting for their pics to be send to me.. hee.. and next outing would be to demspy road and meijie's chalet on the 31st of dec! =)

i'm almost broke after getting..
a black fossil belt - 45$
dark blue espirt top(after discounts and discounts. lol) 47.2$
a black tank from cotton on 15$
peep top pumps in matt black from charles n keith(%-ed again) 29.9$
2 bottles of perfume - don't wanna mention -.-

and my eyes went *~* while i was updating my saving book..... ..... .really running out of cash lately because my mum is sick, and she often giving me only 50% of the allowance i get. =( and i got more important stuffs to get righ now which is my LAPTOP! and i feel so guilty each time i wanna get extra cash from her :|

uncle cola updates.... !

attack! (lol. ignore the bluetac behind, he hit it off-.-)

"see what see!"

hear what hear. lol!

"aiya very tired la!"

lol! and lastly, i found a pic of myself when i first went to nafa in year1. lol! and i believe my nose didn't grow sharper at all. =.= hah!

2007-11-01T09:37:00.000-07:00

Ok, i know this is nt the very right time to blog. (shall reply my dear tags after assessment oright *promise* =) and wish me all e best.

this post is specially for u my friend=)
Goodbye the days of us being together like used to be. Have trust in yourself u'll be the best among us in future.

Cheer up!

2007-10-22T00:12:00.000-07:00

there are a few questions that keep repeating in my head,

can i finish it?
will i complete my assessment?
am i able to maintain my work like ever?
have i finish my history, communication studies and exhibition?
will i have to come back for summer school due to my attendance?
CAN CANNOT? YES OR NO?

all thanks to the assessment once again. i dun deny i feel stress looking at my classmates work. 5days a week to and fro to KK Hospital and General Hospital and doing housework on and off has already taken half of my time. :( my mum's health is really not in gd condition and i can see getting slimmer and slimmer... my heartaches whenever i see my mum and i know im seriously guilty each time i yell at her. but who will know how i feel?

mummy get well soon.

2007-10-12T22:43:00.000-07:00

heh. i've dozens of pics from HUE-da's web cam to be uploaded, but my golden fingers are like disobeying me. lol. maybe i shall update it tonight or what-so-EVER! lol! anyway Body Shop new Vitamin E serum cream is damn nice can :) it is to be applied before moisturizing cream to prevent skin from aging in time and aso giving more moisture and vitamins to ur skin :D heh dun mind trying it yup! affordable and gd.

on a total irrelevance, resident evil is such a let down(as to compared with with resident evil1) and ya like i havent watch BALLS OF FURY. arghh. ok i know mr bf is nt going read but i hope he can dl it for me =\

to be updated........
-reminding myself to meet 163cm.................. oh yes! like finally!

2007-10-06T22:54:00.000-07:00

these imgs are dedicated to 'mei mei hen bao' says she cannot see my hair clearly. LOL. aiyo anyhow i miss u dearly(except your smelly feet). i know u must be worrying about ur id.. im sure u can! yes u can do it yes we CAN! (:

and i just came across lijuan's blog about the school lift. like wth. hah! i simply hate the sch lifts leh! so slow, so retarded so 'lame'(hah! reminds me of kenneth... hah i better stop talking about him already.LOL) anyway im glad to hear that u have been doing ur work well this time. =) anyway, monday is frans birthday! and we gonna help him celebrate his birthday. heh. anyone wanna join our class?

speaking about frans, i always have this sympathy for him. i know he has low iq, i can see him strangling really hard for his interior work. sometimes i pity him, but on the other hand, i hope he will understand we have our own stuff to manage too. i know it is nasty to ignore his sms-es and calls, but i really got tons of work to finish at home. though he maybe old, slow, but i can see he is trying. and i hope this time round he will be able to graduate with us. i have heard alot of stuffs of what actually happened to him while he was with the previous batch of yr3s. sighs. there are people who learn slower than people like us, they are people who need help like we do too, why cant we just lend our helping hands and move on together. whats the point of saying those meaningless things behind him? why dun we just move on hand in hand? i always believe to help the others because i know one day i may need help, a listening pair of ears, a shoulder to lean on. don't despise people because of their appearance. we may crack jokes of the others, but our class still love each other someway or another. we are friendly competitors, classmates, bestfriends. =) we are one big family!

hehh. one and only class photo with him!
from top Left: Ain, Meijie, Me, Reuben, Nurul, Ray, Mabel, Shy, MISS YUhao, Yanling, Shuting, Angel, Tea, Frans, Shangming, Ahlong, Sharon, Wangfei

gdbye donkey oinkie. btw, anyone knows has my blog song?

2007-10-06T00:06:00.000-07:00

=(
i had my hair c.u.t off again.
im getting so upset over somethings which has been bothering me.. sighs. nvm. anyway my mum is soon undergoing her chemotheraphy soon and gd news is she will be fine probably ardound new year! yup. :) hehe. *big grins*
im getting stress over my school work. i dunno what is happening to me after the day i was hospitalise, my bones are getting lazy. arg! i wanna put in more than 100% of my effort, but im really really very restless. i must study well in order to have a gd job in future. mmm.. so ya......

i better stick my ass on my chair doing autocad before i start whining all over again!

anyway i miss my 163cm friend sharon so much! hah(:

sometimes i wonder if too much of a help makes one become over relying on us.......

2007-09-26T07:12:00.000-07:00

NONE OF U SHLD MISS THIS ADORABLE LIL BOY. MY DEAR! can someone get him to singapore for me!
'hey dude.....' hah!

2007-09-21T22:16:00.000-07:00

teehee. change of blog song.
anyway, gonna meet my long lost sweetie! sharon. hah :) loves! shall update later!

and this wad i've been playing non-stop...

hah! bye toodles!

2007-09-21T00:55:00.000-07:00

the weather these few days are seriously torturing me and giving my a bad headache and sore throat. damn. and ytd's trip to raffles hotel for my research was really killing me. but the tom yam soup and avocado drink made my day! hah. i simply can't stand the temptation of tom yam. teehee.

while we were in raffles hotel, it gave us a hard time figuring out the main lobby and drop off pt. partly due to the number of shops inside the hotel which catches our attention more than anything. hah.. but anyway, the hotel lobby was really PRETTY! the designs they adopted was more a mixture of both western and chinese culture and they really pay lots of attention to every part of they little accessories and styling. yup. heh. and oh i love the skylights! so here goes the imgs taken over there......

interior of the lobby.

us again! heh.

along the walkway.

the skylights.

2007-09-20T08:52:00.001-07:00

the truth is i will nv forget every single word i've read through.

2007-09-18T07:41:00.001-07:00

officially end of term1 assessments. feeling so relieved but yet so nervous for my final year project which the lecturers has been stressing on. the last assessment for today was exibition! yup, as usual saw melvin's work. one word, nice. haha.. his works are always the one standing among us. lol. even though my work wasn't the best, but i gave me most of my effort doing that 1:1 model that is seriously testing my patience! i don't admit i love model making BUT i'm just not talented for exibition class at-all. hmm.. glad that i didn't made the wrong choice of choosing interior design as to compare with furniture and exibition. :)

and for this pathetic 5 days of holidays, i gt to finish up my assignments for interior, designs for flip challenge and also accompany my mum for regular check ups. more and more things coming up....mmm... and also not forgetting to meet up my dear sharon this sat! :D *hugs*

oh ya, this clip to share with u guys. DAMN CUTE I SWEAR!

2007-09-04T23:13:00.001-07:00

if only i could turn back all the time i've, all the energy i had, i would have worked even harder instead of rushing my work right now. what i wanna achieve aint appearing in my work. i wish i could a single moment to just quieten myself down instead of doing those chores and hsework which makes me really hard to breathe. right now, i gt to help my mum for her work, buy groceries which is nt the very right time when i know i've nt started a single bit for my exibition which is de tmr. im really tired. tired my of every single thing and being happy on the surface when im really exhausted to the verge of breaking down. and when misunderstanding adds on to my life in school, it weighed myself more hearing those things which really hurts me badly.

2007-09-04T06:52:00.001-07:00

maybe i should keep just keep my mouth shut.
bye.

2007-08-31T18:46:00.000-07:00

this fever came at the very wrong time. OH-NO!:(:(:(

after2.

2007-08-30T06:03:00.000-07:00

before i start off with my so boring assessment that is approaching, i need to relieve some STRESSSS. my god, i need to breathe. time is chasing me and my temper has been affected by my stress. :( madness.

oh anyway, hah, i think my teacher permed his hair is so cool. lol. i feel like changing a brand new hairstyle la. shld i have a medium hair length perm? shall wait for the assessments to end first before i cut my hair. heh. oh ya anyway, i saw a super disgusting guy in the bus just now. sex maniac.

he was holding on to a piece of triangle sandwich... and staring at me......and erm..... he keep ****ing in the stupid cheese and the bread. with his hands... omg! i board down the bus and changed another bus. waste my bus fare. so damn unlucky!

2007-08-26T00:09:00.000-07:00

and yar gt tagged by that trouble ass chan lijuan andrea. lol. *~*

List out your top 5 birthday presents (change to wish can?) you wish for:

(according to my most fav one 1st.)
1. my mum's health to b gd.
2. my brother accident to recover fast
3. my bf to strike lottery so that he doesnt have to work 2 jobs while studying. lol.
4. my yr3 to b as good as my seniors.
5. to get into a gd job and company when i grad.

1. The person who tag you is?
CHAN LIJUAN ANDREA

2. Your relationship with her is:
my partner in crime since yr2 in nafa.

3. Your 5 impressions of her:
-first day, i tot she was an ah LIAN. with her big orgy eyes

-even though she plays like a crazy ass, but she nv fails to smile through her hardest time.
-super obvious when she speaks evil of someone. LOL.
-she is one of all my sweetest fren who nv fail to cheer me up when i was in my lowest peak of time.
-wa, last one! lol. hmm! i never forget her laughing at the guy whose packet of tea which spills out. hahahha!

4. The most memorable thing she had done for you?
she celebrated my birthday today with me, mabel, jj and weijie even though we were just knew each another nt long then ;)

5. The most memorable words she had said to you?
'happy birthday joanne!' sry to wish u late, cos i didnt pay my hp bills. LOL. very funny but really sweet in the heart. :P

6. if she becomes your lover, you will?
hmm. i think she wants to b my lover.HAHH.

7. if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
stop her from slping so LATE! rest well my dear girl..

8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
hah. i doubt so, we are all grown up, i believe to speak how we feel to each another would b the better choice.

9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
nv.

10. the most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is?
buy her a dozen of red bull.

11. your overall impression of him/her is?
a great fren to cheer up my day! crazy as ever. (except her big eyes that is eating me up...)

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
hmm. i'm nt really sure. my mood changes.

13. the character you love of yourself is?
arh. i'm persistence in things i desire for, eg my studies.

14. on the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
my dislikes towards my dad.

15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
a successful business woman with maggie q face. LOL!

16. for people that care and like you, say something to them.
i would want to be your friend even in my next life.

for people whom i've hurt:
wa. thats alot. next!

for people whom i love and treasure:
if it is for my mum, i would say, i love you mummy!

LOL. im damn lazy to finish up the rest but i wanna tag.........
CHAN LIJUAN
MABEL CHEE
NURUL AIN
FOO SHIXIANG
ELSON WONG
ROSS
and i think the rest of my frens seldom blog any more..... ;P

2007-08-25T23:41:00.000-07:00

if i am able to go shopping one of these days, i bet i will shop till i DROP. I SWEAR! cos im so super no-life now. i havent purchase a single stuff ever since sch reopen. lol. i seems to be drifting away from the fashion and trends outside :(

on the irrelevant note, i havent even started my 3D work. it makes me panic even more. AHHHHH... s t r e s s! and after2 work in process was a sucessful one. (even though im kinda bored dere.. )

im seriously worried for every single thing that is happening in my family..

2007-08-21T05:07:00.000-07:00

study study study. assessments assessments!
im
going
bonkers!

2007-08-18T01:20:00.000-07:00

know what? i simply detest those immature kiddos in my 3A. i felt so angry for mabel when i see those messages she send me regarding her classmates. those selfish, inconsiderate and digusting faces or shld i say faeces. annoying brats.

when people say they don't wish to share the folder with U boy, stop annoying her as IF she must give you the file. she has her own choice. ya, i can sense ur super thick skin when u ask her like upteen times without understanding how people feel. when people reject you, she must have her own reasons. AND then STOP TELLING OTHERS HOW SELFISH SHE IS not sharing her file. how old are you already? *roll my eyes* you think making her the bad one makes you happy? hmm shld i say you are the guy whom almost everyone is speaking bad abt? i dont care whether you or whoever will came to know about this post, but pls, stop making her as if she is in the wrong, understand the whole fact before making assumption. the whole bloody file is FROM MEIJIE's attachment company. she has the authority to share with us right?

being ur classmate before, i dun see anything we have gain from you. always wanting others to help you without doing anything. i only got the worst image of you in my brain. z. if you're SO GREAT, so your own bloody set of work. the sigh of you makes me wanna puke.

i wont be using that disgusting template with anyone in your class because i find my work so damn disgusting being the same with you GUYS.

2007-08-13T08:49:00.000-07:00

there are dozens of infuriations in my head right now which makes me boiling my anger! i've been really controlling my temper to some people in my family whom i think i should respect them in one way or another. i respect them, i toned myself down, i kept quiet. but do they know how much i am enduring all this immature stuff they are creating?

first my dad.
when u dun pay a single bloody cents to this entire family, let the room to my mum. you ask her to sleep in the living room sofa? i bet you don't have any humane feelings. mum gave u the entire room for your useless-hobby which at the very first place shouldnt be yours. you kept telling us how important your oh so hobby of cutting stupid newspaper is worth money? cum on, you love gambling till u need to do such stuff? i dun see u earning twice or even more the amount that u gamble on? or should i say wasting it on solely on gambling but woman? when i see a beggar in the streets, i pity them, moreover a lady whom you once love. fuck it.

then my ignorant sister.
i love my sister. i really love her. but to a certain extent of her actions and attitude which made my siblings and mum fallen out with her. she cannot accept any single facts of her faults and wrongs. why? i dont see the point? some people say you because they want you to change, we love you so we care, if not we can simply forget about your existence. stop telling your friends that you 'think' you are not my mum's biological daughter because ur selfish mind tells you she dont love u. comeON, i love you doesnt need to be express directly on your face. you ought to look on the whole situation whether you are right or wrong. you are 26, change upteen times of job, divorced, lazy for half of the time, doing nth for half of your life and mum give u allowance whenever she sees you broke. and your understanding of doing housechores simply sucks. i guess a guy can do a miliion times better than you.

i swear i gonna burst out soon and i've been neglecting my bf recently. i don't have a singly minute to breathe, a second to rest.

2007-08-11T08:44:00.000-07:00

wad a boring life! and u bet i have not been SHOPPING since sch reopen. im being serious. the clothings in my wardrobe are getting boring. time is chasing me. Dozens of work to be done and i can hardly breathe in this situation of doing hse chores, visiting my mum and getting my sch work done. someone save me. reaching home from school at 10pm, finishing my work at 3am, having my dinner at 4am and continuing my work till 5am, waking up at 7am is really killing me. from 42kg, im weighing 38kg right now. i losing my apetite each time i see food espacially oily food. :(

but im glad wonderful people are ard me helping me. and greatful thanks to shuting for her help in autocad. im sorry for not replying my sms to anyone who sms-ed me. i left my phone in the hospital. (:

2007-08-09T06:26:00.000-07:00

'HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!' said Cola. 'i still love singapore even though i cannot have bacons everyday..'

woof!

2007-08-07T03:49:00.000-07:00

my new class with my communication LIC behind me. lol. :) we took it because none of us bought our prototype. hah!

2007-08-06T07:24:00.000-07:00

happy birthday my dearest mummmmmmmyyyyy! hah. i know she wont be reading this. but i know celebrating ur birthday in the hospital must be very upset for u. and my sis in law bought a birthday cake for mummy but she wasn't able to intake food. :(

bro fetched me to the Xi Ji chicken rice stall at Jln Besar which my daddy always brought us to when we were young. its just so nice standing there and think of the past. if only we were all still young.

im all but too upset over my sister immatured thinking. ya like going to batam casino when she know my mum is admitting to hospital today. my mum was so worried that she doesnt have sufficent cash for her and even gave her allowance. and she? i doubt she ever understand how much my mum love her.

get well mummy.

2007-08-04T22:17:00.000-07:00

OMG! uncle cola went for a hair cut.. his backside is so sexy and round. lol. seems like he gave birth to 10babies before huh? =] arh. i love him so much! hah! just feel like disturbing him. heh.

shall upload the pics later because PRAWN NOODLE from jurong and CHUA CHU KANG assy is coming my hse. coming to check stock for fabrics. lol! heh.

ciaoz. There are people whom you may dislike in one way or another, but somehow you know you still love her as a friend(:

2007-08-04T02:00:00.000-07:00

im suppose to meet up with my dearest bf to collect his full face but im so tired! i woke up at 4pm. snoring like a pig. hmm. but for half of the time im sleeping i was haunted by my interior concept of ideas. lol. so exaggerating but ya i always suffer from such kind of stress even in my dreams. -whines- :( im still in my holiday mood at this moment! how?!

i gonna stick on ass on my chair and concentrate on my work now. oh ya baby ally is damn cute CAN! i love her! *whatever*! heres baby ally video:

and this darn video posting by ain which makes me laugh like a mad woman! hah!

2007-08-03T02:17:00.000-07:00

school is as hectic as ever and i seems to be 'always the last' presenter. z. hah. i dun even know if it is a gd thing or whatever! my hands are aching right now after taking 5 big bloody hell bags of fabrics and carpets. omg. i think lijuan and mabel knows e feeling ya? hah! and my mummy is nagging me of not paying hse fees but loaning so much space. lol! hmm but cola too right! hah. and i feel so happy seeing my friends in modliving just now. heh. its always fun to shout the showrm ard =\

:)

labels: school.

2007-07-27T08:05:00.000-07:00

randoms in class to Fairy Hill Pt.

that eerie area we're proposing for a hotel.

oh i tell u going to Fairy Hill point was like so damn freaking annoying. firstly, we met with a taxi driver who totally ruined our journey there. sharks. he actually kept insisting to ask us to drop down at the Changi Golf centre when we tell the exact area we wanna head to. so wad if it is peak hr? it doesn't mean you don't fetch us to a destination you think it is wasting ur time. zz. wth right? i cant imagine if the whole spore actually give this kinda of sucky services. ew. but anyway, we met a really nice uncle after which. oh, god bless. so ya, the place is full of mosquito bites. z. hate it! and its pretty eerie but 'its ok'(with Simpson's Homers voice). hah! *go! go! go! jump! jump! jump! rest! rest! rest! ok enough with simpson.

so yup we went all the way up and step right in front of the building. hah. took shots around(dun wanna waste our bloody trip). saw a pretty cute rooster flying. lol! :\ so yup, the journey was so NOT FUN at all. moreover, the army smell in the bus makes so 'awake'. lol. and so i didnt took much pics of us. and im oh so slpy now........ the wallpaper and A1 size butter papers made my hands feel so numb.

why oh why i cant the pics? msn is down?

oh i love them so much! http://miaheatfan20.imeem.com/video/Ir3YkCWF/the_simpsons_movie_spiderpig_full_version/

2007-07-26T00:33:00.000-07:00

Randoms.

woah. i have receive majority of my project brief for term 1. one word as usual, -stress- lol. by hook or by crook we've to finish it by 7 wks. oh, sometimes i wonder if the sch ever thought of the amount of workload they give? kenneth always says it is very minium. arh wadever. lol. i can see that kenneth expect alot from his students. dead shit. hoohoo. lol. well, every teacher has their own style of teaching and perhaps we just have to adopt his new style of teaching. heh.

yup, nth much to blog anyway, cos life right now is abt school. and i watched simpson movie ytd. hah! damn funny! i love the spider pig. lol. lame but i like. lol. anyway i kind of find it hard to adapt in this new class im in probably because i've tone down lately due to some problems and i feel like...... very tired to bring myself speaking to the others. zz. hah. ray, lili, meijie, ahlong, yuhao and i went to have suki sushi just now for lunch, -burpburp- so damn full because we'd buffet. but kind of wasting money. lol!

okie i wanna catch some beauty slpppP! tmr's another presentation for kenneth, bless me!

2007-07-23T18:06:00.000-07:00

my heart is so heavy today. mum is going to the hospital tonight. i dunno wad the results would b, but im afraid of seeing her tears. yeye, bless her.

i've been happy with my friends this few days because i dun wanna them to worry for me and ytd while me and mabel was in orchard, i miss her while i saw this family. just now when i was young. and now, i see wrinkles and white hairs in her, i feel like so...... (i cant describe how it feels)

i want to see my mum seeing me getting married with my own family and children. i want.

2007-07-22T17:08:00.001-07:00

HELLO NAFA!!!!

z.

2007-07-21T21:58:00.000-07:00

sch is starting tmr. how time flies? its been 4 month time since i started using my rotten computer skills. zz. hmm. anyway i saw mabel and esther inside the intership challange at channel U commercial break already. hhe. walau mabel look damn dark and her chinese. LOL! ahha. ok. so i checked out for u, it will be at wed 9.30pm ok :) hehe. stay tuned! \

so it gonna be a long post today, u can click [x] if u find u didnt like it.

so yup, i've been staying at home this wkend. was not in mood to go out at all and on the other hand i can help my mum whenever she needs help. so while i was surfing the internet, i found out a blog(the lady from nafa). she is rich, she is driving at mini cooper at our current age, she has tons and tons of gucci, lv, burberry, ect bags and stuffs. she has beautiful renovated room, big hses, new softwares/hardwares, filthy rich bf who changes car endlessly, everything brand new, fashionable and trendy. but she doesnt have a important character that we normal people who strive for our goals have, independency. thats what money cant buy. even though i've to do hsechores everyday and my hands are not beautiful, it doesnt matters to me. because one day when u feel like using ur bare hands to help ur mum she may never be with you. even when she leaves me, i know she is confident enough to know that im independent enough to do what i want to do and most importantly knowing that i will take gd care of myself.

for the greatest regrets in my life i shld say is i fail to do well in my o lvls. i've been performing really well in secondary days, but some how life changes during the period of time i stepped into a new relationship in secondary 5. i was so upset with my results that i cry in my rm myself each day. so yup, i didnt study as hard as i did and my result wasnt as idealistic as i thought it would be. everyone is disappointed, even my teachers. what upset me the most is my mum. i didn't have to pay so much just to study an interior sub. in fact it was all my fault for not listening to her then. my dream is to study architecture and now, im studying interior. but since i've chosen this path, i have to continue and i know in my yr3 i will definately be lack all the way behind. even though my parents dislike me taking art as a career, i just bravely bare with every comments they give me.

and if my furniture will to be exibited in this coming furniture exibition i hooe my friends and my love will be there and that will be enough! my parents or family has never ever appear for any of my exibition since i started my very first art exibiton in primary 1. i always hope to see them appearing in front of me but nope. my mum is a workholic, my daddy doesnt bother, my siblings were young then and are all busy with their current work. even when i won gold in any swimming competition or altheletic competition, i never fail to see 2 empty seats in front of me. i so i threw away every medals i receive because it is all so meaningless to me. my childhood friends tease me that im a orphan but i dun care. when i get top in class in secondary school, my parents say because academic class pple less intelligent so im able to get it easily. the second and third time i got first, i stayed at home whole day to wait for them. but they didnt even bother to ask abt my results. even though all this upsets me but its ok right, i have still walk this far :) so if i can make it for this exibiton, im happy enough to be chosen inside. even if im not im fine, because the others are like really really good man!

i hope there will be 'something' to pull me back once again. i fear for new challenges ahead of me. hmm..

2007-07-20T08:17:00.000-07:00

its good to vent everything out here. in case some unlucky ones gets my taste of frustration..... hmm?

and loved to,
my dearest honey
sharon
lijuan
ray
cecelia
wenli
huiling
niza
caff
daniel
MABEL. (lol. new one)

im happy to have all of u ard. i may not be voicing out to some of you guys directly but you guys has given me that greatest concern which i needed the most. i will cope well and i will. whether i can do it or not, i gonna make it happen! life. ............................................... will be better tmr.

2007-07-19T07:41:00.001-07:00

i'm FUCKING not right. REALLY NOT RIGHT. EVERYTHING IS NOT GG ITS WAY.

im running high fever now, with seriously sore throat.
my fucking bill is 150 this MONTH. fuck it.
the days i've to hospital is a 9am to 4pm LESSON TIME. OUT OF ALL DAYS WHY????????
my bank is freaking POOR.
I'VE TONS OF HSEWORK TO DO.
I'VE TO FACE NEVER ENDING STRESS IN SCHOOL!
I HAVE TO STOP MY CAR LICENSE AT THIS POINT OF TIME.
my PRETTY FIT SANDAL is TORN.
customer SAYS IM RETARDED. I KNOW NTH BUT MONEY.
SO YA IM STUPID OK!
my school is starting, and this kind of thing happens to ME. WHY ME?
I HAVE TO PUT ON A HAPPY FACE WHEN IM ALL SO LOST.
my mum is dignosed with cancer. WHY?????????????????????????????? WHY CANCER WHY!

im GOING CRAZY SOON. REALLY. dont provoke me really. im suffering from this emotic feeling that i may just go bonkers anytime. YA ALL THE BAD THINGS COME. COME AT THIS BLOODY TIME!

2007-07-18T03:55:00.000-07:00

i've just received a news that i have always fear. the day has come again. everything will not be fine for me. i can't smile like i just too anymore. my brain is not working, my heart is aching. dont question me for now because i know i will tear upon repeating the same news i heard.

i'm gg to be away for a long time. i hope i will cope well for my studies, otherwise i'll stop school for year3 and continue when time is right.
mummy, everything will b fine.

god, make miracles happen and give me strength to go through all this.

2007-07-17T23:04:00.000-07:00

i'm so down on my luck today. argh. my most recently and favourite pair of slippers is spoilt. :( sighs. im so sleepy right now, but i've many more hrs to go. anyway, mabel, all Interior students have to report to school at 9am on monday for a briefing. no off days for ID students, only applicable to furniture classes. yup. in fact nth much for today, just that our department now consists of jewelry design and we need to meet up the requirement of 85% for our attendance. hah. oh yes and during assessment period if u were to be in hospital or MC, u've to submit ur work within 3 hrs of the actual time. lol.some more? lol. and oh ya remember the girl Tiffany? she's back in yr2. and the guy replacing hayati's original position is Casar BOO! and ur favourtite BEBE is in e same class as u. and hmm.... ross has rebonded her hair, nurul thinks she wanna cut hair bangs, clifford says lijuan hair like disaster(lol!!) shuting bought biscuits from china for us, i took a orientation mashmellow for u .. LOL. ron toh took me as u AGAIN, david tan very funny, clifford was late and came in at 10.10am. sabrina wore a top as if she is pregnant, hafifi is e main student leader of the day (CMI), we played stupid games like 007 bang, melvin wore a FOX shirt, page change damn lots, nurul pumps damn NICE, leo came for dunno wad stupid photography, erlina says ray look like yuhao.. detail enough? hah! meow.... prrrrrr!!~ yes we saw them today. .. . . .. naughty lil ****y. LOL.

oh ya check this out. pretty true. http://www.secret-loves.com/index.php?test=933604

2007-07-15T18:30:00.000-07:00

omg. monday blues. y?
cos im back to modliving after a week again. lol. but anyway, the day shld be fine for me. i hope so? hehe. anyway, speaking about managing both work and studies, i know im never the sort who can do two things at one go. perhaps since the day i really worked hard for my exams in secondary school, i've always tried my very best to score the best of the best. partly because of my mum, and also my friends around who never fail to motivate me. (and i've to thanks to sharon, my brant!, cindy and so....) they are the ones who always work hard with me those days. even though we study hard, on the same time, we play hard as well. im a well-know loud and chatterbox then. hah! i hope so for now? i dun care if people may thing i'm crazy or irritating so long as im happy! lol.

so nevertheless in nafa, even though i dun really score well in the others, but i know i've always put in my best effort, my fullest strength. for me, art is something one can never do well for all subs. and the quote in chinese says, 'yi shan hai bi yi shan gao'. so yup, ive seen many mountains higher than me. lol. and i really taking off my hats 0ff those great artist. (example, melvin ong...lol)

so i've meet friends who can work and study at the same times, the closest one shld be chan li juan? lol. a lady who never fails to put on her happiest smile even though she is worn out with her studies and work. :) i hope we 3 will graduate together next year and exibit together! :)

the bloody heavy samples.

nah. i guess i will have to suffer bringing back 2 bloody hell big packs of fabric. mind u, each piece of fabric is A3 size and each slots consist of around 15 different fabrics and i've 50 over slots for free. its from a high end brand Moroso, all fabric from Moroso! yeah! i'm a happy kid ;p all thanks to my sweet colleagues. hehe. even though they are all 2003 samples but brand new and pretty! morever, it is all strictly not for customers. heh! great quality, great fabrics and most importantly free! so i hope i'll settle down happily for the materials i wanna look for. lady boss has strictly ask me to keep it confidential and personal. heh. maybe when my ladies need some it i will cut it for u instead of showing you the whole samples. (due to the quotings behind are subjective to company) (so yup since my blog is personal, of cause i will give it to my special love ones who are here! ;p)

im so frustrasted over myself lately. cos i've been spending on things alottt. sighs. all my hard earned money... :( i gonna stop buying those uneccessary items .... .. can i?

2007-07-14T03:25:00.001-07:00

Friday.

ytd was a bad day for me. shall not elaborate much on this issue anyway... .

but Sun tanning at Sentosa was fun! (without the i-almost fainted part...hah!) we met up at Harbour Front MRT at 10am.. and i was early! lol. and we headed to get our necessities before we hit off to Palawan beach. heh. its was pretty funny lying down on the sunny hot sun with mabel. i just cant stop laughing. hah. and the reddie mat we purchase was kind of irritating + the sand on the beach. zzz. wad can we expect froma S$6.90 beach mat? hah! and after which we went to have our tattoo! lol. airbrush tattoo i mean. lol. so fun pranking prank on lijuan. ahha! after getting bored at Sentosa we went to Clark Quay to collect some samples at Mabel's previous company. heh. and after which went to Waruku Japanese restaurant to have some healthy healthy meals! weet. food always makes us happy! the pizza is fantastic! crisppyy and hmm unique i shld say. the taste is really different from those normal pizzas we ate in spore. :) we had a superb full dinner.. and was so sleepy. . .. and so mabel went to my hse to visit uncle cola. hah. :) hah! here are some pics!

Sat.

Cola just got home from Mount Pleasant hospital for his dental appointment. happy that he doesnt live with bad breathe anymore! but, on the other hand, he is worrying me with his health :( doctor had a body check up for him and told us that he is suffering from liver problems due to his dietary problem. -guilty faces- :( :( :( if his liver problem persist, he will suffer from cancer when he is old. i don't want!

Im afraid of seeing him dying from the long tortures...

2007-07-12T10:25:00.001-07:00

teeheheheeehhhehee. i saw a toy poodle today! hehe! doggies just makes my DAY! but still i love Cola lots! :)

shall upload pics tmr!

2007-07-10T12:34:00.000-07:00

i wonder is it gd to seperate gd friends apart? i mean..

quarrels do happen when frens get too close. (es. during projs and assessment time....)
misunderstandings and communication breakdown,
and sometimes maybe hmmm jealousy? envy? (the worst come to worst scenrio...)

so maybe its sometime positive as well for us right! and we can share different joys and stories in different class! :) more topics more gossips..

lastly, i need my PAY!

2007-07-09T10:53:00.000-07:00

Happy 1yr 3 months honey! heh. how time flies.. heh. ok, its been a long time since i really blogged abt what i've been doing recently, therefore, i dun-know-where-shld-i-start-bloggingggg! lol.

its the 9th of july and exactly 14 days later will be the official school opening. *yawnns* lol. i still remember i used to be eager to go to school during sec sch days. Schooling was ever so fun when i was in Bowen. i came from a notorious class which no teacher even wanted to teach us at all and for each subject, we change up to 4 teachers every month or every week. LOL. especially History and mathematics. hah! because of this wild and united class spirit, we chase away teachers, make them cry and even quit teaching as a career. haha. see how insane we're. lol. i guess without 1G to 2H I'll never understand how much happy moments i had there.

i vividly remember a guy called Clarence from my class whose parents sell abalone as a family business. lOL. the relief teacher separate all of us into groups of 5. As the group members were chosen by HER, we hated her. lol! so childish i know.. .. but its fun! hah! aftermath, she gave us transparency to draw some pictures. so Clarence drew a female private part in-detail and flashed it on the OHP. the female relief teacher cried and ran off. and i feel so bad reminiscing the past right now. we must have hurt them badly. ... and the teacher i wanna expressed my gratitude was to Mrs Loi, a teacher who never fail to give us false hope. A wonderful teacher who love us so much which we have never stand in her shoe before. For all i know, she left the school when i was in Sec2 due to her family problem. I guess she was filing for a divorce of something. sighs. Without her, i'll never grow. never.

and i always believe in falling before I learn. And i always learn after i lose something. why? I've disappointed Mrs Li who pinned high hopes on me entering a JC. and the last word she gave me when she saw my results was, 'Joanne, dun be upset, you're still the best and you can do it..'

but i doubt so. was i naive to just follow my dreams which i dont even know if it will become my future sole income. what if i fail.... what if....

2007-07-06T03:33:00.000-07:00

to be frank, im afraid of school reopen. i dont deny the fact that most of the students are already good in their computer skills or vice versa. i feel like i've been lacking all the way behind. but i hope, the home styling i've learnt, will guide me through. -sighs-

2007-06-28T10:48:00.000-07:00

i didnt went for work today. WHY AM I SO LAZY?! hah! anywayy, i love the days without assessment. i can say gdbye to eyebags and make ups. heh!

last lesson before circuit tmr!! and some personal reminders......

03/07 - Japansese Buffet @ Suntec with Nafa-ians =.=
..in btwn a day for sharon. lol.
18/07- Meet-ing with BFF from 2D!
17/07- Uncle's ROM
20/07- Year ONE ORIENTATION (i know im a good leader l-a-h!)
and the rest of the days...WORK+BF!
what a boring life.....

so mabel and I have agreed on a sun tan! weehoo!

2007-06-26T22:51:00.000-07:00

bought century egg porridge for dear's mummy. His mum is not feeling rather well this few days and he have to book in for his air borne course, therefore, i'll be buying breakfast for his mummy this few days. hhe. hope she will be fine.. :) left the porridge at hny doorstep as his mummy was out. and i headed to hg mall to get the dog tag for Cola.

spent ard 50bucks in total. heh. though im pretty short of cash now, but my commission is on the way and i received a call from mod 2 hrs ago. I'll be going back there for p/t to help out wenli. she's hospitalise :( omg. hope she is fine. and when i sms her.. she can still can she got sick due to my smelly heels left at modliving.hah! crap la?! lol. so, right now, i got income already! i got to pay my sch fees. even though my mum told me she will pay back but i guess i got sufficent cash to pay for the fees and aso for my own needs. so yup! i gonna get my Miss chatterbox or perhaps miss shy tees from queens culture once i get my pay! hehe. and also clearing the Full face helmet balance my dear bought. it was actually meant to be a birthday prezzie for him but i was short of cash few days ago. :)

and my stupid second bro pay has increase like a-g-a-i-n LOR. and he striked 4 YTD and last weekend. crapsss. i also got buy 45cents one! but why i nv strike! whywhwywhy?! and he is so bloody rich but bought only a VESPA. WTH!

i hope i wun miss out 2D gatherings! :D

2007-06-24T10:39:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

is like 99% right!

2007-06-22T04:08:00.000-07:00

its friday! hiphiphooray! :DD~ heh. oh. i accompanied daniel to cdc to enrol for his basic test. he brought an orange watch for his gf and..

one button was lost. lol! how sad. hah.. today is the 22nd of June, exactly one month before sch starts. omg. the smell of july is coming. but for all i know, new term, new start, start fresh, learn from my previous lessons, -no last min work- dun drag on my hmwk, never have a '7wks is long enough' thinking.........

otherwise, i gonna suffer a big fall again. when wokrload increase, i can never produce satisfied work. im one who is slow on learning. :) i gonna finish my year3 smooth and safe! weet.

2007-06-21T08:09:00.000-07:00

i spent almost 80 bucks at the vet today. heart pain. lol. but since it is for the little cola. its ok. ;o hehe.. oh ya was flipping thru some pics.. and suddenly i saw.....

the missing classmate. lol. mr lim jingjie. he quitted sch halfway. lol.

times i was working in modliving. :)

lastly, i love bodyshop. crapping lots of money. zzz

2007-06-20T10:46:00.000-07:00

im back home. mango crazy sale makes me sick. too many pple. zz.
im just done with Sharon's proj logo. lol. damn funny. im not a kind for doing logo pls. zzz all i can rmb is 'wisdom through knowledge'

to you bowen we come..........

oh ya. i found out some pics of me and my bf few yrs go.

lol

when we were 15yrs old..........

hah!

he look like alil boy :]

hahahhah!

2007-06-19T09:08:00.000-07:00

i just had hk cafe with sharon. so sinful. but, ate already, what to do? lol. i had HK cheese pork with sphag. so filling. oh. and we went over to have selegie beancurd next. they didnt have cold beancurd, so i... only see her eat :( lol. tmr is my 5th car practical! yipyeah!

sometimes i wonder why there are certain pple whom u just love clicking them, missing them but for some you knew for years but you never have the 'missing' feeling?

and why pple like to go gay pub? lol.

2007-06-19T00:22:00.000-07:00

Happy 20th birthday my dear! :)

heh. and i've watched fantastic 4 that day. pretty nice. 4/5* :) and on the other hand, i have also watched 200 pound beauty at home. damn nice! lol. simple but yet very touching. ohh...

2007-06-17T21:26:00.000-07:00

spca called me this morning. and they told me COLA WAS FOUND AT MENTAL HOSPITAL WITH A GUY. i feel so happy. at least he wasnt alone for the night, he had a warm shelter :) and so, the happy moment only last this small while.

how shld i start? hmm..

i actually adpoted Cola from a lady who found him for like 1/2 year. This lady herself own 2 other miniature dog, therefore, under the HDB rule for owning of pets, she can only have 2 dogs per unit. And she kept waiting for Cola's owner to come back and bring him back home, but to no avail. So, i adopted Cola back home. Then, he was skinny, injured and suffering from lost of hair. And Cola has been with me for ard 1 and 1/2 yr with me till date.

SPCA told me Cola actually was a registed dog and went missing 2 years ago. And i explained the whole situation to him. So, right now, his rightful owner has found him, and wanted him back. What shld i do if he take him home? I really cannot bear to see him leaving away right in front of me. 1 and 1/2 yr, i slp with him, i bath for him, my family leash him down everyday, we see him growing, sick or healthy, everything. He's my family everything. And i could see the pain in my second brother's eyes.

Regardless of how the ending will go, i just hope Cola will remember his memories with us. :) We will always love u..

My heartfelt thanks to the guy, Clarence, who found him.

2007-06-17T03:05:00.000-07:00

im so god damn upset. i cannot stop crying. i cant find cola. he is lost. i have searched everywhere to no avail. people, i hope u all can help me to look out for my dog or any missing pet dog advertisment. thanks.

i miss u baby.

2007-06-15T00:13:00.000-07:00

i got home half an hour ago from my 3rd practical. heh. happy and contented enough for my progress today :) at least i managed to drive safely, u-turn well, do a 3point turn and 90 degree left right parking. heh. but i still need lots of improvement for my sharp bends and big turns. hah.. i always feel so tiny in a car facing a big road. lol. just cant wait for my circuit inside cdc! heh.
im so sleepy but my neighbour is renovation their hse. argh. i simply cannot tolerate the sound of drills. seriously getting on my nerves. zzz. i wonder why my dog still can slp like a fat pig. lol. i got to save my beauty slp for tonight. heh. will be back home on sunday! anyway, some pics that i took with sharon during great spore sale which i realise i didnt post it up. lol. here goes...

at amk drive thru. lol. im super tired that day.

sharon mama.

4 years plus and counting...

and i miss her so!

and assy lijuan! btw, this pic was taken in e beginning of yr2. lol
*smack and winks!*

2007-06-14T10:19:00.000-07:00

im backi after a few days of coffee bean. hah. o.. today i nearly lost my precious cola :( for the third time he ran away from home. but lucky for my family, we always got him back. heh. i cant imagine the day he no longer bark when im home, waggy his carrot tail when i shout for his name, bite his leash when im bringing him down.. .. :'(

on a total irrelevant topic, my mummy and daddy has been quarrelling a lot this few days. sometimes, i really detest the way my dad uses his 'dirty' vurglars on my mum. the way he curse my mummy to fall sick. his supersitious beliefs. why must a married couple hurt each another this way when they knew the oppposite partner will at hurt over it?

even though i dislike my dad's flirty and way of character, but still i once had the most beautiful memory with him. :) i rmb i was in primary 1, i went to bras bersah with my dad and sis. i saw those big sisters and brothers wheely machine bears with the $1 coins. i pulled my dad shirt and ask him to carry me up and catch. lol. in the end i got a teddy bear after spending 55 $1 coins. hah! i was so happy that day and i even went to turn many 20 cents shiny stickers. lol. the day my dad made me lost total faith in him, i kept dreaming of our smiles at the machine bears. that was the day my dad spent money solely for me that i'll never forget in life. he has never gave me money(other then the wheely bears) regardless it is for a home, education, living, allowance. thats the reason why i admire my mum so much. sometimes it pains for me to see her this way.. if i were to own a car of my own in future, i'll drive her ard to work, stay with her, buy a full body massage machine for her. :)

tmr is friday, and i gonna see my love one again! yeah! his birthday is coming on the 18th. heh. and i'd handmade something, very ugly, but no choice already. lol. :p night peeps

Some pics to share..

Cola.

and me!
ciaoz

2007-06-12T11:34:00.001-07:00

im craving for COFFEE BEAN.
yes! gonna have it tmr.
night peepppos!

2007-06-12T02:16:00.001-07:00

the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE is so damn addictive. argh. i just hate it when i spend money again :( but i just cant resist the temptation. sighs. whywhywhy? and i've to control myself down for some stuffs. o. and i went into fossil authetic shop at marina ytd, so cool! lovely wallets there :) the belts are pretty and affordable, and project blood bros are having sale! wth. i dun like it! hah. lucky for me, i didnt purchase any bags this time rd. heh. perhaps i'll get the project shop bag on wed when i meet up with sharon? heh. its at a 50% discount alright. heh.
its the 12th day since i quitted my job. lol. i'm still trying to find some ID films as a freelance or so. but it seems kind of tough. and im afraid of being cheated. lol. its a bit stupid, but i've heard several cases of my friend working as a freelance being cheated ok :]

will update the pics tmr or so as u know, im a lazy blogger. hah.. im looking forward to every friday my dear. :(

2007-06-05T22:46:00.000-07:00

my dear has booked into camp for his airborne course this morning. :( its going to be a long one month there. -sighs- hope to see him marching out with the wings :D i know he can do it! heh. had a fun time with him ytd. gonna have my practical again at 4pm later. hope everything will be fine for me. heh. on the other hand, i wish mabel all e best for her license as well! lets get our license within this yr alright!

o on the other note, im so happy. gonna meet up sharon on thurs after her exams and mabel on friday for a dinner at almafi to visit lijuan :) heh. i gonna meet up my 3 darlings in just 2 days time! and sat and sun will be uncle brant's 'booking out' day! heh heh

Between Regrets and Failing, which one will you choose?
You can climb up when u fail, but you can never erase the pains of regrets(:

2007-06-03T11:02:00.000-07:00

a pic taken during angel bd!

happy birthday! (oh ignore a line behind.. i dunno why it appeared -.-)

And something very WEIRD HAPPENED TO MY DESKTOP!!!!
pls view the print screen below (click to enlarge):

how come got a SHEEP? and it is moving one leh! super scary can? and at noon it will be HUNGRY! night it will slp. it will roll and dance around. NVM! now it appeared the second sheep! and is black one........................... y those impossible things always happen on me? hah! its kind of funny leh!

forget about the sheep. zzzz drive me crazy. lol. i am missing shopping like hell. but when i've da spare cash for shopping, nth much catches my eyes. oh, a must get items for me are making me dying for it.. argh. the things i eye for are always so expensive! y arh?! if not no size. really so unlucky leh?! zz so sick of this. hmm! gonna go shopping tmr with the 200 isetan voucher. i hope luck will be with me. :] i miss my gfs so much. everyone is so busy! i miss the days when i go shopping like a crazy elephant with them!

some things i gonna finish doing..................

1. collect my passport.
2. collect my commission
3. shopping
4. CAR LICENSE
5. vaccination for cola.

ciao.
o ya. i have a dream of entering axis ID or DP architect ..................................... fat hope!

brant gonna go for air borne this month :( :( :( so sad. but i hope he will come back with a WING! YIPEE! heh. his bd is coming already.. hmm hmm!
ciao.

2007-06-01T07:10:00.000-07:00

i have quitted my job at modliving last wk. was touched by the sweetest farewell i ever received. even though the job at modliving is full of torture by those two guys, but still i felt the warmest love from the other colleagues who never fails to stand by me and gave me a helping hand whenever i needed help most. even though i know its a waste to leave, but my motive there is to learn and not the others. when i wanna learn styling, he doesnt allows me to. whenever i there are the others who enters the showroom, he decides the people who belong to 'him' and 'mine'. he says mine is the cheap and useless one, wherelse he handles the gd ones. whenever i close a deal, he will do the ulmost cunning way to make me ugly or lose the deal. maybe it was jealousy and made him did all those things to me. he made me buy lunch for him everyday regardless rain or shine. i had to run to another place to buy lunch and tea breaks for him when it is raining cats and dogs. i had to pay for his meals and he never initiated to repay me back. i never had once receiving a 'thank u'. all i had was his demands to help him do things. moreover, i am a more senior then him at modliving, he was a senior home stylist ulimately feels demoralise. But, i never did anything to make him feel this way.

when i had the last dinner at boat quay i feel so touched. all my boss asked me to stayed.. everyone told me to.. but i insisted on my decision. they told me i am stilll welcome back:) heh. but i received the sweetest sms by one of the guy who told me to take care. at least i received the most precious sms before i left. :) a short but wonderful memories for the past 2 month! thanks to huiling and wenli who gave me the most help whenever i feel lost. i will never forget their smiles and joys they brought to me! :D

2007-05-24T23:11:00.000-07:00

everyday i repeat the same old routine

1. wake up at 9am.
2. step out of my hse at 10am
3. board the train
4. see familiar faces
5. see 2 gays in mod
6. work till 8pm
7. board the train....
8. hm sweet hm!

so boring leh? whats happening man?! sometimes i fear for my future. im afraid of such kind of boring life. but the friendship there has made me moved on to work everyday. in fact i've been a punctual kid. heh. its just those two irritating gays who is making me so sick of work. One with a super high ego, show-off attitude, selfish, money minded brains and another one who panics n jump into conculsion without settling things in a wiser way, take bloody hell 4 days to complete one mood board, smoke for like 1/2 each time... 5 times a day.. always complaining and blaming others that he cant close deals becos of his oncoming projs, asking my stupid irritating qns and both sissy acting like they are not. i just hate it when they are, but just wanna pretend to hide their identity with a fake gf. i pity the girl though.

sometimes, honesty pays.

Wed 16th

2007-05-16T08:04:00.000-07:00

i received a sms which says, "i heard that u score well in furniture, due to the limited number of students avaliable for id, u are chosen for furniture. =O (inclusive of this =O icon)". i was stunned. wth! and i called edwin back. gotcha. lol. hahhaha.. how funny can a teacher be? and oh, congrats to him! his wife is pregnant! hhehehe. so happy for him. lol. kind of miss his lousy sniffing actions. hah..

i wanna get a pet rabbit. hehhe. so adorable. buy a rabbit and keep cola accompany. lol. :] i heard hayati has been sacked. i feel kind of sad for her. even though she is pretty unreasonable at times, have super boring lectures, but still, been sacked was never a gd thing to happen to anybody. i feel sorry for her. ok. short post here! ciaoz.

friends or foe?

2007-05-11T03:46:00.000-07:00

i dunno if i still dislike her. i dunno why she finds me why she doesnt regard me as friend or vice versa.

she approached me to help out my teacher to draw the cover pg for a story bk. and i was thinking if i shld go. i love to draw. thats my passion. when i am drawing i feel happy.. and i feel even more contented whenever i see my drawings are completed. but i know for sure, im not fantastic. and i love to doodle cartoon or caricatures. and for this time, i gonna help my teacher draw for a children story book. i dun mind for anything even if it doesnt give me anything in return, but i am afraid i have to work with her.

why do i speak to her when i knew everything. is it because i no longer hate her? but i know, deep in my heart i still care a lil hatred but lots of wonderful memories we had. has she changed or was it me?

2007-05-02T04:30:00.000-07:00

woahh. so long since i last step into this dusty blog of mine. haha. life has been the same everyday, sleep, work and date. zzz. hmm. its the 2nd today, pay pay! lol. nah, must work hard for this month commission! :p

hoo. watched spiderman3 ytd. fantastic! :D hmm. so many many nice movie which is gg to be on show soon! pirates of the carribean, harry potter... and the er... show which has marvel super heros. :) hiak. hoo! stupid ssdc, i wanna reg. for my class3.. and they said i have to pay 5 bucks just to renew that stupid basic test which i've took. smelly. stingy-.- piang, learning car so long, when can i take my motorbike license-_-

mother day is coming.. and my bro and i have decided to purchase e osim massage chair for my mum. hurrr.. is ard 3k. farkin broke.. but i'll try my best to save up e money. hp bills, bus concessions, daily allowance, my desktop.. all gonna be pay by me. stress............. lol. but its ok, i gonna learn to be independent am i right? :) and i bet u all miss me. haha. so here is my pic taken at modliving's planter. lol. gonna close shop soon! and i pray for my mum's surgery to be fine...

2007-04-14T09:00:00.000-07:00

har-pi bird-dae tuh-me! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehooo! im stepping into the 'early' twenties'. wahha. is it something gd or.....? hmm. anyway, greatest thanks to all da lovely ones who smsed me. heh. aww. and i worked full shift today, even though it was my birthday. hmm. pretty sad case, ha.. but hey, i had a wonderful day with my love ytd. its all i could ask for. :P

i love that limited edition pumps. HELL! -.- i wanna a new watch man. money money!

2007-04-11T07:18:00.000-07:00

sighs. my day is coming. but i aint excited or looking for it at all. and i dun even think i've e cash to celebrate my day. im totally broke like nobody's business. cup noodles has been my meal for dunno how many days. and i feel like puking e moment i face e word, 'cup noodle'.

if is not because of e clothings i got to buy for work, i would have been alot alot better.

2007-04-05T07:34:00.000-07:00

54321 years since i last updated. thats all due to my internship at modliving. oh, all i can say i enjoy myself right there. even though my work doesnt really link to interior stuffs which i gonna opt for my major, but the warmth welcome of those lovely staffs there made me feel like im partly in their 'home'. (:

the lady boss there, named jestine, was a nightmare to me. hah! but, that was initially. today, she called me "girl girl" or "xiaomei ahhh!" haha! and she is pretty nice in fact. when she is not busy she calls me 'dear'. hha, such a sweet boss. oh, even though she gives us a big time rearranging all e furnitures in e showrm. hah. still, i got to learn the way of styling the places. i got to judge and place things i like and most importantly, almost everything there are 'so beautiful!'(a fav. phrase by my lady boss)! im in fact working in the retail, running up and down to the office at times, and in fact, i rather stay in e retail. hah! i get to know great friends like wen li and vicky! weet! and i love every story wen li shares with me. haha! and oh, theres a lady there... who is very weird? she nv smile to me when i smiled to her. and the staff says "wakao! u come here 2 days only, want her smile to u... i work 2 yrs aso dun have!" hah! kns. lol.

hiak. my mini and muscular feets are damn tired. wahha! and its gd fri tmr! which means off day! weeeeeeeeeeeeee! next wk i have 3 days off! woo!

2007-04-01T06:55:00.000-07:00

how time flies-_- and i gonna start work tmr. omfg. im not well prepared at all. im afriad i cant reach all their high expectations and demand. working hrs are long, and i feel so upset e moment i think of the time we can spent together are even lesser. :( he works in a nightlife job and the time clashes. nah! why why why?

i hope everything will be fine (: and i prayed that i will meet wondeful people out there. will i? money money. roll in pls.

2007-03-29T12:02:00.000-07:00

ARGH! IM SO NERVOUS FOR TMR!
and i think my portfolio is damn
yuckie. i simply hate last min work. disgusting. so unprofessional. hur! why why why!

oh. went to ubi just now, printed some stuff for my portfolio. and e result was.. zzzz! therefore, i am heading towards double A tmr before gg to modliving. hmm. i know it sucks. but hell! i just feel like enjoying myself to e fullest. hoho. and i ate the famous chicken cutlete at amk s11 just now. walau! power! fooooooo! crispyyyy crispy! slurp*

2007-03-27T10:58:00.000-07:00

my size 3 feet friends mabel chee says i look like .....

xu chun mei (after she went for her face surgery)

i dun know if this is before or after.

hmmm. nvm. and than she says i look like a pet. and pple who dont know me claims that i look like tammi.

my twins bro. haha. so han sum!

the real joanne. and the real tammy. -.-

walao! why i resemble all cmi one?! if not look like dog? ahhahaa! kns.

heres something just for laugh!

a sweet and lovely class i will miss :)

2007-03-25T08:54:00.000-07:00

weewhhoo. my very first 'serious' shopping after that assessment! heh! and today, i did something really bad.. i told myself i gonna keep the pretty clothes that catches my eye only in my mini brain! argh. why why why?

oh. anyway, i found out that im a tank top lover. hahha! gonna play play play tonight! (:

get wad i mean?!

2007-03-22T08:39:00.000-07:00

sighs. i didnt receive any emails this few days for my attachment and i bet i don't have any other chance left.

was my luck really that bad or was the attachment based on our results and attendance? i'm beginning to feel how the real world is and the ugly side of reality. seriously, the feeling is awful. it makes feel like im not wanted by anybody. how much more effort do i have to put in to achieve just a little name for myself?

am i born with this down luck or im really not for interior? am i going to be like this in future? i don't know what my future gonna be.... and for now, im too sick to bother abt anything surrounding me. hell demoralise.

what do i gain after so much?
anyway, all da best mabel! :)

2007-03-18T00:01:00.000-07:00

im so broke! and i gonna pay 350 bucks for my chair this coming 20th. omfg.

i need moneyyyy! -sighs-

and damn attachment is coming. i ought to go and get some proper apparels for working adults. or i should say for a baby face like me. hah! and its been 12345678 yrs since i been awaiting for money to buy myself a new birkenstock. money money. all about money!

and for this holiday, i gonna save up all my money to buy a new desktop.. if not i seriously cannot imagine myself strangling yr3 with no pc.

lastly, i missed my missing pair of birkenstock. :<

taken one wk ago? ignore my stupid eye bags. that was during assessment

me maborol and salmaaa! heh. taken at taka toilet. :\

2007-03-07T09:36:00.000-08:00

its a break time before i start on my work again. (: heh! im drinking kopi o right now.. and decided to play some past stuff i love to do. lol. -bulletin time!-

What do you prefer people to call you?
jo. jojo. joanne. xin ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! (all this names are not meant for mr brant to call. lol!)

What is your favourite colours?
brown. white. black. grey. olive green. nude. deep purple. orange. red. =\

What is you least favourite colour?
nope(:

How many siblings do you have?
1 elder sis. 2 elder bro. (and ....1 dog) :]

Would you prefer wealth or fame?
fame? because fame will bring wealth. hah! all i want is happiness!

If you could be in any movie, which movie and what role?
norbit. that big ass woman. hah!

Do you believe in life after death?
nope.

If you could wish for the extinctionof any creature what would it be?
LIZARDS

How would you prefer to die?
a peaceful night while im sleepinggg. zzz...

If you could change one thing about the world, what would you change?
everybody to have 3 eyes 2 nose 2 mouth. ahhahah!

What celebrity do you look like?
zzzzzz.

Are you trustworthy?
it really depends on situations

Do you consider yourself smart?
HMMM! im smart when it comes to sleeping. hah. i don't know the level of a smart person leh?!

If you could change one thing aboutyourself, what would it be?
my temper.

Did you have a happy childhood?
yes! i was glad to have siblings to play with and always fighting back for myself...!

Would you want to live forever?
if only i have a healthy life.

What would you call your kids?
my dear.

What instrument would you like tomaster?
tomaster? tomato?

Tea or coffee?
both?!

White, milk or dark chocolate?
none. peppermint choc is my fav.

Would you die to save a friend?
definately

How would you spend a million dollars?
buy more dogs, vacation with my family and love, a car, a well designed house.

If you had 5 minutes left to live, whowould you call?
my mum and love IF there is only 5 mins.

What would you say?
I would def. say i love u to my mummy ( i never said that to her in my life..) and tell my love to take care and i love u! (again if there is 5 mins :])

Do you think you are popular?
popular in talking.. YES.

Do you think marriage is important?
for sure.

Favourite fruit?
grapes.

Favourite vegetable?
brocolli.

Favourite ice cream?
Anderson (it reminds me of me and my love a few yrs ago. :P)

What do you want for your birthday?
i have all that i want..

Do you feel loved?
yes of course!

Are you addicted to anything?
dogs!

Do you need a haircut?
no? i just had a hair cut =\

What bothers you?
GD QNS! this coming mon ASSessment!

2007-03-06T23:16:00.000-08:00

rashes was spotted on my hands this morning.
monthly cramps came.
&im damn bloody stress.

0% for technology(kenneth)
30% for interior studio
60% for research studies
100% for history
50% for rhino
98% technology (david tan)
20% for furniture (boards)

out of 700 marks, im only done with 368.
its a C6 score!

ok.. im just trying to make myself feel gd. ..

enough of all this stressful exams(: heh.

met up with ain and nurul ytd to amk industrial park to meet mr fong (our furniture contractor). As mr fong can't speak english, i have to be there to help them out. hope i have been a help for them. ha! and i really pity them. they were actually cheated by the previous contractor they have found. bloody hell. that liar actually told them their funitures could be done. and last friday (i think..) he smsed them and claimed that he cant do it. wth? giving this kind of shits at that moment of time. so irresponsible. hmm!

went to amk after that and met up with my swtheart and his friends, kendrick. heh! like so long i went over to meet him. :P feel so happy seeing him once again. heh. while waiting for the rain to stop, we grabbed a bit at S11. weet. and we mainly chit chatted abt doggies over there. and ard 7 pm, we headed off to purvis street for an interview. a new bartender job. :) met up with daryl low and raine.

it was a normal day, but it makes me feel gd because i feel stress free!

his new wife-y.

us at purvis street.

7 days

2007-03-05T12:48:00.000-08:00

4.48am right now. and im doing my viz. im dozing off while waiting for a tiny bit of rendering. zz. im praying hard i will b able to finish my assessment.
*cross my fingers*

my ham and cheese bread turns out to be a hot fav today! weet. i wanna watch ah long's international night video right now~

im forcing my tiny eye balls to open right now. :O

the urge to do this!

2007-03-04T09:21:00.000-08:00

hah! i suddenly felt like telling this conversation to all. hiak!

(all translations are in chinese)

* contractor: hello? is this MARBLE CHEE?
* mabel: huh?! marble chee?
* contractor: this is nanyang academy of FIRE arts right?!
* mabel: hahahahahhahahha!

zz. holy shit. wth is this?!
and tmr breafast will be pepper ham cheese with wholemeal bread. :\

2007-03-04T03:40:00.000-08:00

and its wk7 tmr! gosh! im still not prepared for my exams yet... -_- assessments. asseSSments. ASS-essments. shits.

i love designing. and i love my course. but i hate the 7 wks system and the tight schedule. yucks.

anyway, just got home after a haircut. yep. feel so refreshed and lighter right now. and most important my face is bigger right now. hah. people says I have small face since i was young. and i never knew how small my face is actually until the salon lady told me today. she claims that my face is as small as her tefal cooking pan for eggs. :s hah. weet. if only i have a sharp and bridged nose. if only! heh. but i will never try surgery at all. it is so gross. ekk. hiakhiak.

the tefal cooking pan. -.- taken a few days ago (:

damages.

brought a body shop foundation and lavendar essential oil from body shop just now. god. and 80 bucks gone for today. z. and im officially a body shop member now -_- hah! with a free bottle of grapefruit body shampooooo. weet. ciaoz.